Sunday, September 04, 2005
hidden corners of my soul..
Sorrow: My mind was wandering. I wished I were there with someone who could bring peace to my heart - someone whom I could spend a little time without bring afraid that I would lose him the next day. With that reassurance, the time would pass more slowly. We could be silent for a while because we'd know we had the rest of our lives together for conversation. I wouldn't have to worry about serious matters, about difficult decisions and hard words.
Woe: Remember what I told you last night? ..Neither of us had to say anything. Love doesn't need to be discussed.. it has it's own voice and speaks for itself.
Sorrow: "That night, the silence had allowed my heart to approach and get to know you better. My heart has listened closely to what yours said, and now it was content. I began to imagine how I would like to be living right at that moment. I want to be happy, curious, joyful. Living every moment intensely, drinking the woter of life thirstly. Believing in my dreams, able to fight for what I want. Loving a man who loves me.
Woe: Regardless of whether we love once, twice, or a dozen times in our life, we always face a brand new situation. Love can consign us to hell or to paradise, but it always takes us somewhere. And now, love has brought me to you..
Sorrow: Now, I look at my old self, there in the corner of the room, fragile, exhausted, disillusioned. Controlling and enslaving what should really be free: my emotions. I tried to judge my future loves by the rules of my past suffering. I have realized that I was lacking the courage to stretch out a hand and pluck the fruit from the branches of life. We have to take love where we find it, even if it means hours, days, weeks of disappointment and sadness.
Woe: the moment we begin to seek love, love begins to seek us..
Sorrow: ...and save us. When the other left me, my heart once again began to speak to me. It told me that the branch in the dike had allowed the waters to pour through, that the wind was blowing in all directions at once, and that it was happy because I was once again willing to listen to what it had to say.
Woe: My heart, on the other hand, has told me that I was inlove. And I fell asleep with a smile on my lips.
~ 'nuff said ~
silent_incantations
were spoken at...11:22 AM
*stupid face*
Name: it's Karla, bitch. (Britney inspired!)
Age:19
School: University of Santo Tomas
Course: Journalism (shifting is never too late..T_T)
Year: 3nd Year na!
Karla loves PURPLE, eyeliners, ube, books, pen-pushing, criticizing people, whining about schoolwork, pissing people off, create blogskins/websites, draw, write poetry.
Karla is a BUM and will eat anything without veggies. She will remain single for life(daw...) She lurves anime, j-rock and music(too many genres to elaborate..)
Speak To Me:
E-MAIL / YM:
blasphemousbiatch
Friendster:
killed_by_vanity@yahoo.com
x_sinisterkiss_x@yahoo.com
my other sites..(they're all abandoned! don't bother visiting them! i just posted them here for no reason at all..)
My 1st LiveJournal (already abandoned)
( Click here)
(or go to http://www.livejournal.com/~_deviantspirit)
My 2nd LiveJournal (abandoned as well)
( Click here)
(or go to http://www.livejournal.com/x_valkyrie_x)
My Tabulas account (dont even think about it.)
(Click here)
(or go to http://www.tabulas.com/~eureka)
My Devianart account(will remain hidden forever. =P~)
