Tuesday, September 13, 2005
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silent_incantations
were spoken at...7:26 AM
Monday, September 12, 2005
My report's finished. I can say that I did pretty well. :P~ I survived wahehehehhehe!!! Although I got mental block for like.. 3 times waheheh but they just laughed at me. ^______^ I'm flattered with everyone's feedback on my report. They said I did pretty well (not like wander dog wahehehe)
I survived! Yay! I was feeling so fidgety when I was alone at the library that I cried. Yes. I cried. Maybe because of the pressure or maybe because Cris didn't replied imediately when I was asking for emotional help. =P~ I texted almost all of my close friends for emotional and mental support. Feeling ko kasi hihimatayin na ko sa takot. Nasa library pa naman ako. Kaya umiyak nalang ako para malabas pressure. hehe.. Pero syempre yung pasimpleng iyak lang..
When I managed to put myself back together, I fixed my things and put some black eyeliner on my eyes to mask my weary eyes. Tapos bigla pang nawala ID ko. Eh natatandaan kong nilagay ko sa desk ko yun.
Tapos nung paglabas ko sa library, nakita ko andun sa guard yung ID ko! Yung katabi ko pala sa desk nakuha accidentally yung ID ko then binigay sa guard. Good thing binalik sa guard, mahal pa naman ng ID. tsktsk.. Ciao!
silent_incantations
were spoken at...3:05 PM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
(This was supposed to be posted yesterday)
Of all the direful and ominous misfortunes that fate can cast upon me, why this? And why HIM?! My teacher has assigned me and HIM (the half man, half dog that I abhor most in this god-forsaken-world) to report on the Cultivation Theory. (one of the hardest theories in our journ subject). I should've said "no". But why didn't I? Maybe because of the fact that, there's a possibility that I might fail the subject. T________T
Nakakainis pa kasi tinutukso pa ko sa asong yun! I can't believe that they're pairing me up with a DOG. Yuuuucckk!! hehehe.. I'd rather fall inlove with a geek. (wahehehhe)
The moment I got home last Friday, I read the theory immediately. Without reading the last part of the theory, I stupidly gave the "wonder dog" (that's what I call him. I don't wanna put his name here!! Oh spare me from this humiliation!) the last part which is the easier part of the theory. It was too late when I found out. T_____T The part I assigned to him was so easy, compared to mine. Pero, kinarir ko parin.. wahehh!
I barely slept and ate because I kept of worrying about the stupid report. I didn't watch TV or anything. (that barely happens you know) I also did extensive researches on the selection for 3 whole days. Waaaaa My mind's exhausted. Grabe. The only time I was spared from this burden was this afternoon. Cris called. Pero dahil lang pala sa isang missed call kaya sya tumawag(na hindi ko naman talga ginawa oi!) But , in fairness, I got a little alleviated when he called.
Tomorrow's the report. Goodluck to me. T_______T
silent_incantations
were spoken at...2:20 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
I'm going to CSB tomorrow with Lost Sacrament maybe before or after school. I just want to take a glimpse of what my future school> looks like..(WTF?! WAAAA!!) hehe.. I'm not yet sure if I'll transfer though. Plus, I haven't told my parents about this... so.. *blank face*
I'm only after the course, which is, Multimedia Arts. Goodbye to Journalism. (another.. WTF?!) And goodbye to 1jrn1..
Almost all of my friends disagreed to this idea, well.. except Sushi-kun ofcourse. Her sister studies there, and is a multimedia arts student. Lost Sacrament and Withered rose told me that I would be a complete fool if I left UST for CSB. (~ack!) And to think that "elephantiasis" and "OO" is there, errr.. GIVES ME THE CREEPS!
Anyways, this Friday is Withered rose's beerthday. ^_____^ Yey! beer beer beer! :D
silent_incantations
were spoken at...2:57 PM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
hidden corners of my soul..
Sorrow: My mind was wandering. I wished I were there with someone who could bring peace to my heart - someone whom I could spend a little time without bring afraid that I would lose him the next day. With that reassurance, the time would pass more slowly. We could be silent for a while because we'd know we had the rest of our lives together for conversation. I wouldn't have to worry about serious matters, about difficult decisions and hard words.
Woe: Remember what I told you last night? ..Neither of us had to say anything. Love doesn't need to be discussed.. it has it's own voice and speaks for itself.
Sorrow: "That night, the silence had allowed my heart to approach and get to know you better. My heart has listened closely to what yours said, and now it was content. I began to imagine how I would like to be living right at that moment. I want to be happy, curious, joyful. Living every moment intensely, drinking the woter of life thirstly. Believing in my dreams, able to fight for what I want. Loving a man who loves me.
Woe: Regardless of whether we love once, twice, or a dozen times in our life, we always face a brand new situation. Love can consign us to hell or to paradise, but it always takes us somewhere. And now, love has brought me to you..
Sorrow: Now, I look at my old self, there in the corner of the room, fragile, exhausted, disillusioned. Controlling and enslaving what should really be free: my emotions. I tried to judge my future loves by the rules of my past suffering. I have realized that I was lacking the courage to stretch out a hand and pluck the fruit from the branches of life. We have to take love where we find it, even if it means hours, days, weeks of disappointment and sadness.
Woe: the moment we begin to seek love, love begins to seek us..
Sorrow: ...and save us. When the other left me, my heart once again began to speak to me. It told me that the branch in the dike had allowed the waters to pour through, that the wind was blowing in all directions at once, and that it was happy because I was once again willing to listen to what it had to say.
Woe: My heart, on the other hand, has told me that I was inlove. And I fell asleep with a smile on my lips.
~ 'nuff said ~
silent_incantations
were spoken at...11:22 AM
Friday, September 02, 2005
Ala na talga ko time para magpost. Masyado talga busy kapag college.. waaaa.. Na-present na namen yung sa PGC namen.. ok naman sya pero syempre.. dahil meron akong mga "mapanghusga" at "kritikong" classmates, eh may mga nadinig akong di ko nagustuhan. Pero pinalampas ko nalang yun.. bahala sila sa kung ano man ang pananaw nila sa video namen. Basta ginawa namen yung best namen. At syempre di naman ma e-expect na talgang gaganda yung video kasi kami yun first group na magpepresent. Kaya "the pressure was on us". Wala nalang sana pakialamanan. Nakakagago eh.. sarap patayin (naku.. parang ako na si X ah. waheheheh)
Isa isa ko nang natutuklasan ang mga ugali ng mga kaklase ko.. Nung una ok tala sila pero ngayon lumalabas na ang tunay na ugali.
Isang tao, naging aso.
Isang nagbabakla-baklaan, naging siga at seryoso.
Isang mabaet na kaibigan, naging napaka mapanglait.
Isang kaibigan, napaka sensitive.
Isang matalino, ngayon minamaliit ang iba.
Isang idolo, ngayon ay napaka mapanghusga.
Isang tutor ko sa math, backstabber na ata.
Isang kaibigan, masyadong itinataas ang sarili nya.. "nag-fi-feeling"
hayy.. 1jrn1.. yan ba talga ang tunay nyong kulay..?! T______T
silent_incantations
were spoken at...12:01 PM