Sunday, August 28, 2005
I've been so busy this week. I barely slept because I kept on worrying about the "PGC project" andhow I will deliver it to Cris. Well, I somehow managed to give it to him last Friday. But it was such a hassle, I tell you. After my theology class, I ran as fast as I can to Espana para makapagabang agad ng fx papuntang SM Fairview. I was already halfway there,when I realized that I didn't have the video cam and the tape with me! So I rushed back to the classroom where Louise and the others were looking for me. Taena pagod na pagod na ko.. dun palang sa UST.. T____T When I got the video cam, I ran again as fast as I can ulit papuntang Espana..I wanted to give the Video to Cris early 'coz 'twas Mom's birthday. And I still had to buy a gift.
I arrived at SM Fairview around 4 in the afternoon. Cris still wasn't there. I got a little upset. He knew I needed to get home early and yet he was still late. When he finally arrived, I gave him the video cam and tapes then went to look for a gift.(Mom's birthday ^____^) This is actually the first time I gave her one. I mean, I used to only give her birthday cards. This year, me and my siblings decided to give something new. Bags were on sale. hehehe go figure what I got for her. ^_____^
It was too late when we realized that the "DV firewire" was missing. Another hassle. I barely slept that night, thinking how I'm gonna get the wire from Louise. She lives at Cavite. arrrgggghhh!!!
When I got home that day, Mom and Dad were already waiting for me. Mom approached me and asked me why I came home so late. I sensed that I was gonna get another sermon from her,so I immediately brought out her gift and said.. "Momi, happy birthday..."
She was so happy that she kissed and hugged me. (that barely happens, you know)
The next day (saturday), me and Cris went to SM Fairview to look for the "DV Firewire". We were dumbfounded to see that the stupid wire costs 800 bucks. We had no choice 'coz we only have a few days to edit the video. So we bought it. Yes. I spent my "savings" from my allowance just for that stupid wire. My classmates promised to pay me. I hope they would. T_______T 'Coz I'm so damn broke right now. Not only that, yung pamasahe ko pa papuntang almar at pabalik eh sobrang lugi na ko T_____T Grabe ang dami kong nagastos this week. T_____T now I only have 60 bucks left from my 1,200 allowance. T______T
This week was exhausting, naubos pa pera ko. Today(Sunday) I was supposed to try out for the Journalism Varsity team. Pero dahil sa sobrang pagod ko eh di na ko naka try out. T_____T It's like, every ounce of my energy has evanesce. This is what I get for being such a good girl wahehehehhe!!
silent_incantations
were spoken at...11:23 AM
Monday, August 15, 2005
Hey! If you've been reading this blog for a long time(like akie-san) and happen to notice some new entries appearing just now but are dated days ago... well, these posts came from my dolly(my new blog) I just wanted to transfer them here. For no particular reason at all. ^________^
If anyone got a problem with that, just shut up! Mind your own beezwax! Wahehehhehe
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were spoken at...3:46 PM
The futile aftermath of my hardwork (part II)
Hey! Today, my teachers gave out our prelims test papers. I failed at history but passed math and journalism. *phew* damn history. I swear to God, I answered the essays as much as I could. I poured my heart and soul into studying that goddamn European civilization but still failed. grrr.. And guess what? There were only 3 or 4 out of 50 students who passed the history exam. DAMN IT! I don't deserve my score. I studied so hard and then this. Darn that Ms. Castro! I deserve better. T_____T The exam was all in essay form and it was equivalent to a total score of 100. (Nevermind my score.) T________T
I was almost in tears when I saw my paper. I swearto God, I deserve a grade better than what I got. Everyone was dismayed.. *sigh* I need a miracle to pass T________T
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Anyways, I'm happy with my math test results. I didn't think I'd pass it! I got a line of eight ^____^ I also passed my journalism exam! Wipeee! I thought the prof would deduct my score. 'Coz I think she saw me looking at Shayne's paper. hehe we were too obvious...
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were spoken at...1:29 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Still here. Me and my sis are gonna watch a play somewhere at greenbelt this afternoon. I was hoping that Cris would come along. But unfortunately, he make it this time. *sigh*
I already finished reading the book Cris bought me. ^_____^ It was so touching. After a few minutes of contemplating, a tear fell on my cheek. I felt so weak. I dunno why. I don't know what got into me. After that, I laughed at myself. I imagined what I looked like after reading the book. hehe.. I must've looked so pathetic. ~________~
Ugh. I'm bored. SO bored that I'm starting to do another layout. (what? again?) Yes. again. I can't help it! My hands re moving involuntarily! Waaaa hehehe ^_____^
Anyways, tomorrow is my brother's accounting exam. And he is being tutored by my mother, a CPA. I can hear them from here. I think my bro is having a hard time with my mom. You see, when we were little, my mom used to tutor us whenever we had an exam. And I tell you, whenever I heard the words .."gusto mo i-tutor kita?" from my Mom, I feel a stab of fear. It's torture, I tell you! Torture! She tutored us for hours and I used to have a feeling that it'll never end. I often look at the wall clock and had a feeling that seconds become minutes, minutes became hours, hours like days. T_____T
Me and my sibling used to end up crying. 'Coz often, when we can't comprehend her sophisticated(back then it was hard for me) lectures,she'd shout at us, and we felt so stupid. It was horrible, I tell you. Horrible.
Goodthing, I'm all grown up now. This time, it's way way easier for me to say "no" when she offers to teach me. ^_______^ *grin*
silent_incantations
were spoken at...11:39 AM
My dolly and the people I love
New layout. Obviously. I had nothing to do this past two days so I made this layout. It's actually from one of my pictures at friendster. yada yada... blahblah.. I'm too bored even to type an entry in this blog. Oh well..
I know I haven't been updating this blog much like I used to. It's all because of my dolly. Yeyz, my dolly. I have been busy with my dolly for quite some time now. I just felt that I needed something new for a change. A place where no pathetic-emo-shit-posts exist.
"some" people who read this blog are friends of "him" and "her". I'm sure they enjoy watching me in agony. They LOVE to savor the fact of my mistakes. They enjoy seeing me at my worst. And that's why I LOVE THEM. Because they love me so much that it hurts. They hide under these white sheets I gave them, then spill them with coffee. They are the most thoughtful friends ever, I tell you. *winks*
silent_incantations
were spoken at...11:00 AM
Friday, August 12, 2005
I just got home. Cris and I were at SM Fairview this afternoon. While strolling, we happen to come across National Bookstore and decided to go in. After several minutes of searching, I finally found the book I was longing to have. But unfortunately, I didn't have enough money to buy it. So I put it back in the bookcase. Then Cris said.. "Kunin mo.." and then headed to the cashier. I was kinda puzzled a little bit. Why da hell did we get the book? I already said that I didn't have enough money. Cris just kept saying "basta.." hmmmm...
It was already swiped at the cashier by the time that I got out my wallet. To my surprise, Cris already paid for it. Waaaaa! He got me there.
He bought me a book! ^______^ The title is "By the River Piedra, I sat down and wept" by Paulo Coelho. Weeeee! I'm so excited to read it. I've always wanted to buy and read it. And now that I have it, waaaaa I'm so happeeeeeeee ^_______^
What a perfect gift for a supposed-to-be-aniversary ^_______~ *squeals*
He also gave me his pasalubong,the bracelets that he was supposed to be give me months ago. Weeeee ^________^
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were spoken at...12:21 PM
hoorah! guess what? Today was suppose to be our 2nd year anniversary.. I'm a bit sad and happy at the same time. Oh well.. I'm here at SM Fairview, waiting for Cris. He never arrives on time.
Prelims is over!! Horrah! I can finally breathe... Anywayz, I was at SM Lacson a while ago with a bunch of friends. We were gonna watch "Charlie and the chocolate factory" but I backed out. 'Coz I decided to meet up with Cris instead.
Me and Louise had a huge problem a while ago. We both wanted to back out in watching the movie but we already bought tickets! Kaya ayun.. Nakiusap kami sa isang couple di namen kilala para bilhin yung tickets namen! Good thing they agreed. ^____^ Ang kapal ng mukha namen kanina.. hahaha And we kinda forced the couple to buy the tickets. We begged and begged until they finally agreed on buying the tickets. haha.. You just need yo use your charisma you know. Wahehhe!!!
Gotta go now.. I don't have enough money to pay for the computer rental. Ciao! ^_______^
silent_incantations
were spoken at...3:08 AM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
New layout! I made it myself using Photoshop 7.0 ^________^ It took me 6 hours to do it. *Phew*
I edited the profile, added some new stuff, images, and links to my other sites(located at my pofile ^_____^)
(Actually this is the first layout of my dolly(my new blog) , I just transferred it here coz I'm too lame to make a layout for "silent-incantations" hehe.. ^____^ )
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were spoken at...3:23 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
no pointy-medical stuff please...
I just got home from my check up. We were at the kidney and lung center (I think) this afternoon. I was with my dad. We went there without knowing any doctor who could check up on me. So we searched for several minutes 'til we found one. It was only 1:30 in the afternoon when we found out that the doctor wasn't available until 4 o'clock. So we headed back home 'coz I needed to study for my prelims.
We went back at the hospital at about quarter to five. The doctor still wasn't there. SO we waited and waited and waited. By the time the doctor arrived, my dad and I had already consumed 2 hotdogs. *burp* It was about 6:30 P.M. when the doctor arrived. I was the last patient on the list, so we waited again for another 30minutes.
*drumroll* Finally, it was our turn. Yey! ^____^ The doctor was nice. Not the kind of doctor who just gives you some drug then let you leave at once like there's no tomorrow. First, he made us sit, then asked me some questions on how I feel and how "it" happened. My eyes got hooked on the medical instruments he had on a table. It gave me the chills. Thinking he might use it on me. Waaaaa! After answering his questions, he laughed and said there was nothing to worry about.
Then he made me sit on a special chair beside the table where the pointy-thingy medical stuffs were. Waaaa! I got scared. First he examined me then he got out a poited long needle of some sort. Waaaaa! I was so scared, but was relieved when I saw him put some cotton on the pointed part. *phew* What a relief. He just used it to put some ointment on me. *phew*
Then he gave me some anti biotics that I have to take for 5 days. Yey! ^____^
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were spoken at...2:08 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005
Today's the start of our prelims. Today was my journ exam. 'Twas easy. But the teacher caught us(shayne, louise,joshua..basta our row) looking at each others papers. I'm not sure if she really caught us. But I have a feeling thst she might put a deduction on my score T____T
The teacher even looked at our feet and at Shayne's bag to see if there's any "kodigo". There was none. I was so scared because everytime I looked at our teacher, she was looking at us! I think we were too obvious. hehe..
Anyways, I just got home from school. I accidentally broke my favorite necklace when I was changing. T____T I managed to recover some of the beads scattered on the floor. What pissed me off is that I cant find the most important bead (the butterfly). It was the only one missing. Darn it. What's the use of wearing it, if it's missing the bead that gives the necklace it's accent. Oh well.. might as well buy another one. T____T
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were spoken at...3:19 PM