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Tuesday, November 02, 2004

I went home early. Half day lang ako. I have a headache. Surprisingly enough, I'm currently suffering from disminorrhea. Ouchie...

I'm currently avoiding my mother and trying to simmer down this staggering indignation. There has never been a week that she has failed to provoke an arguement with me. Things between me and my mother has always been like this eversince I could remember. I mean, what da hell's wrong with her? Or is it me? She induces petty, bad-tempered quarrels deliberately. She blares at me with a strident voice and claims I am a boisterous youth! She makes a simple things complicated. But instead of vociferously complaining to others about my distorted life, I keep these matters to myself.

I have always been flustered by the question.. "Musta lovelife mo?". I guess it's because I never have anything to answer except "Ewan ko". Well.. if you were to ask me that question now... I'd say..

I don't have a lovelife. And I don't intend on having one now. Well.. I think I have settled things with him. (I think so.. ) It's better to part ways. (I guess...) It was better for that man that he had never knew me at all. We're just not meant to be. I have given him enough pain which I know he doesn't deserve. And now he's free. Free from me, to think he has never been mine at all. (Gulo nun ah) I can't understand our situation. We are so inlove though our eyes haven't crossed paths. It's so complicated even I couldn't explain! I am detaching myself from him so that he can find someone new. One who would love him more... La lang..

Oh mann, what did I just write up there? I promised my self not to be emo on this blog. Oh well.. minsan lang to.. pagbigyan nyo na ko.

Anyways, I am not languishing to get the sympathy of you people. I am letting this out because this is my blog, my diary, and I don't care if you think my thoughts are stupid or grotesque. You don't know me. I am not telling you to read. Say what you wanna say, criticize me, I don't fuckin' care.

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were spoken at...1:08 PM