Saturday, September 18, 2004
see my teddy bear? ahihih
I'm sick! yup yup yup...Actually I was sick yesterday..
This was just taken yesterday. I woke up and I saw my sister standing at the foot of my bed holding my 3650. She was trying to take a snapshot of me while sleeping. Good thing I covered myself with a bunch of pillows *laughs* I heard her footsteps when she was coming in the room. (kala mo ha!) Aww.. I still feel dizzy..
silent_incantations
were spoken at...11:30 AM
Thursday, September 09, 2004
I'm currently pissed off with my brother. How dare he blare at me so rabidly when he's the one who affronted me at the first place! I'm so mad I wanna bawl so loud!
Suprisingly enough, another arguement has befallen my way.. *sigh* (shikuretoOoOo)
darn-it-all! I'm fucked up with this computer that I'm using right now. grrr!!! I keep on getting disconnected and surfing has become slower. Maybe it's because I installed YM though I'm not allowed to. *sigh* maybe i should uninstall it...? uhmmmm...ewan! I'm thinking if I should still put that picture on the background.. hmmm.. ewan uli!
haha.. la lang..just wanna laugh to appease my wrath after that tiff. While browsing on some wacky sites, I happen to see this
"rabid monkey flash"
(click mo!) though it's NONSENSE haha.. la lang.. gusto ko lang tumawa.. waheheheh.. (sensya na tinotopak ako eh!) Call me crazy, i DONT care.
The snow stopped falling..winter has ended. Is this a sign?! nah...
silent_incantations
were spoken at...1:50 PM
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
*sigh*
sleepless nights...
I try in vain for the sleep I need. I will rise again tomorrow at dusk. Not because I must, another myth, it is simply that the moon is so much more erotic and the twilight is so freeing. Tears of blood run down my face as I rub the blackish-silver cross hanging on my chest. The darkness surrounds me almost in contentment.
I would rest if my twisted thoughts didn't keep me from slumber. I can't even remember the last time I slept the sleep of the just. Nostalgia drops by more often. Times the sun didn't hurt my eyes, times I still felt remorse. My mind keeps twirling around thoughts and eventually I sometimes drift off to sleep but my mind doesn't rest with my body.. *sigh*
silent_incantations
were spoken at...11:15 PM
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
It's my brother's birthday! La Lang..
silent_incantations
were spoken at...7:45 PM
Thursday, September 02, 2004
hayy.. I'm bored.
REPOST,REPOST,REPOST:
My Dark Angel
Of Darkness and Light he may be, His mystery draws you in.
An ancient spirit is he, His passions radiate from within.
Feeling your love as it flows,He steals me away... heart,soul,mind,whole
Warlock or Wiseman, no one knows. His eyes, dark and deep stare into my soul.
My Dark Angel, He walks the Light alone, My love falls on him like spring rain. His heart, a prison of his own. My love only brings him pain.
His hair, like finest black gossamer...
His eyes, how like moonlit pools of dark water...
His lips, soft as rose petals...
But his broken heart , surrounded by thorny nettles...
I try to show him the way but it seems to be too hard.
We are together, Maybe...
His silence stabs my heart like a crystal shard.
I show him love but he can not see.
I await him as I sit under the stars, My lonely heart consumes me,
Emptiness holds fast my heart, It is hope of love it bars,
Alone, fated angels, lovers are we..
Apart, Eternally shall we be.
silent_incantations
were spoken at...3:04 PM